Wow its Been Awhile so its been really long since i updated..... honestly i have been preoccupied with wedding planning, work getting busier, myspace and just the daily things that prohibit me from writing.. my gold membership expired, i didnt renew it.. yet.. i have been with diaryland so long (jennlynn24, but locked, dont even remember my password to get in).... So, the wedding is about 5 months away.... i cannot wait.... 141 days to be exact..... all the major details are taken care of. i am super organized and love every minute of it.. i love my fiance more and more every day, its amazing the feelings and how much stronger and how much more i smile each day(is that possible) he just completes me! sunday, smoking ban in new jersey.. i think it is good, being a smoker and i... i get it.... i get the nonsmokers, i get the clean air. i do, and i am happy that this ban is coming into play.... we are going to the bars less and less, well, trying at least.. trying to save up and well, if you figure it out, sometimes 2 beers at a bar, equal what a 12 or 6 pack would be if you went to the liquor store.. do that math! but i love the bar scene, i really REALLY REALLY do... we are beginning to look for a house again.. new jersey prices are ridiculously overpriced... for those of you in otehr regions.. can you imagine trying to find a house when everything is at least 500,000 and they call that a starter house! ugh it is so frustrating.. we just want a house, small or whateve,r in which pete can build on, my day can build on... we want a basement, with a bar.. that will be our social graces... kegorator anyone? I love to party, if yuo havent already figured me out.. i really do..... in a few years we will have kids... i will need to stop my partying ways, but for now.. PARTY ON WAYNE! its my grandfathers birthday today, and he went into the hospital... i am calling him in a bit to see how he is doing... he has been in and out of hospitals for literally 10 years, i love him so much, i want him their for my wedding, i want him to hold on, he actually has a very young sense about hikm, he emails, he has his jokes, i can joke wiht him, he isnt like an "old grandpa" but he is older.... 70 plus... Getting older means your familyg gets older, grandparents (i only have one left), parents (ugh, i want them to be the same age forever and be with me forever) even my brother is 23 and its just insane! I will be 27 in march.... time flies.. its so cliche but it really does.... well, i just cleaned my apartment, pete is at his first day in the union (i hope he is liking his first day)I wanted to take a picture of him, like a "first day of school" picture, but no way in hell would he let me.. hes so cute! ok, well i just cracked some boxed wine, yes my friends, some good old fashioned white trash, cheap-o, cost efficient, box of wine....... have a great night! Muah! Jenn |